Matthew's Journal

Not holding up very well, really. Still have far far far too much to do - I think I could maybe do 1 or 2 of the questions on last years' small animal paper, and I must do at least sheep&goats before tommorow too (and possibly pigs too). It's all hopeless, and I'm too stressed to concentrate, and osscilate between wanting to jump up and down and break things and being too depressed to move. It's all my fault - I should have actually spent most of yesterday working instead of faffing, should have got up earlier today and actually worked. It's all so futile.